I can't take this anymore.
I think I'm falling out of love with him, and into like.
I think that's good.
I just want things to go back to how they were, though.
I thought they might for a few days.
Then I fucked up.
I'm sorry, baybee. I really am.
I think I have another UTI.
I'm secretly not telling him.
Hoping he'll get one too.
Maybe then he can feel SOME sort of pain.
Even if it's not emotional. =/