Thursday, October 9, 2008

When Thou Feels They Shant Speak...

I'm high. Shocker.
Gerry&Conor. Shocker.
Perception is perfect. Shocker.

Conor is gone now.
That doesn't make me feel good.

Every time I'm with him.
My feelings grow.

That scares me.
I miss him already.

Lots of it.

He's perfect.
That scares me.
I'm so far from it.

He's sweet, and really good to me.
That confuses me.
I'm a bitch.

I'm falling for him hard, ridiculously hard.
That just freaks me out.
I can't fall in love again.
I can't do it to myself.
Not this ever again.

I am a dumb ass, manipulative, destructive, bitch.

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